The Last Sip !!

Written in the context, when our guy is graduating from the college and is having mixed feelings about everything he experienced during his cool-age days.

The Last Sip !!

In the serenity of worldship,
Cannot even imagine what is next and what to do,
Just feels like the celebrity,
With smoke in one and other with booze.

Time flies with an easy pace,
Leaving me with incidents and memories,
Life is one hell of a race,
I am surrounded by my own busyness,
And people say, why don't you embrace.

How should i say, what is on my mind,
I cannot live with it, nor can i find,
That awkward feeling of separation,
And never ending desperation.

People have come and people have gone,
All the justice has been done,
Jury has already spoken,
What was mine has already been taken.

In her name, and all the rest,
I hold my breath in my chest,
Not to flow my emotions, like a brook,
I must hold my feelings, in my book.

I find these just as an excuse,
And can never rest and refuse,
All the drinks and the fun,
Like a fire shot off the gun.

Its like a decade now,
That i've been drinking,
My heart is sunk and in a dip,
I assume my college ends,
With this last sip...!!